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Its getting worse.

Songs…make me break down, even while driving. I have to pull over and cry.

Movies… depending on what they are can make my heart wrench…i get a physical pain in my chest.

Silence.. digs into me..and all the bad thoughts come forth and i just want to die all the time pretty much.

Things are getting to me.

I feel like I’m constantly having attacks of depression and suicidal thoughts.

I used to rely on one person to keep my grounded. Keep me alive. Keep me wanting to be alive.

And now i cant rely on him anymore.

It wasn’t right to rely solely on him anyway…

Trust me, if i could just get a couple minutes of courage, id be dead already.

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